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Dear beloved darling,

I know you may never read t-his letter, so it seems more like I am writing to myself. Although I am writing to reach you, I feel I cannot express my feelings for you. There are no words to describe the way I long for you. The depression eating away at my heart is only hidden by my fake smile that hides my true feelings. As my feelings fade to nothing I want you to know you will always be held close in my heart.

My words probably mean nothing to you, but I can tell you it is the sincere truth. Excuse me as my life slips into darkness and the fading thing I call light drifts away. My usual habits become a thing of the past as I find myself only things more and more of you. I want to let you go but I can’t.  Only until I find someone else that this shroud of darkness may disappear. This ‘emo’ feeling is like a dark shard on my heart.

Call me dramatic but that’s just the way it is.  It was like I didn’t exist to anyone before I tried to let you go. Now everyone sees the girl dressed in dark articles of clothing feeling miserable for herself. This isn’t the kind of publicity that I wanted. Do you know how I feel? Probably not…ignore me as you usually and carry on with your regular life. As if already didn’t do that, I just hope you can return my feelings and hope to bring my life back too normal…

                                                                         With hopes of love,
                                                                                                             Alyssa
I was in a pretty bad mood when I wrote this, so I took it out on my love life. Still no boyfriend. *sigh* My problem, this was just kinda venting the bad energy

I dont think that its half bad, a bit dramatic, but not that bad. Im pretty good at writing emo poetry and stuff like that. Its kind of a hobby.

Well, Im feeling better now, so yeah. Well, enjoy :heart:

(ps, expect to see more kinds of this later xP )

Letter c. me
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:iconwitherdown:
I actually know what you're feeling.
A certain guy at school that I like is very close to me.
And this is the first time this has ever happened to me. High school was a very low point for me, seeing as I didn't get along with anyone really in my class and I didn't think any guys liked me because they thought I wasn't pretty enough, rich enough, wore the right clothes, had the right hair, etc, ect...
But then came college.
People accepted me for who I am, not who I used to be. I had a whole new fresh start. I got to be who I wanted and I didn't feel like I had to compete for anyone's affections, like I had to earn it with something superficial. I can be stupid and I know my friends will still be there for me.
And this guy...I've waited a long time for someone like him, and its amazing how life can work itself out. Usually, I liked a guy and he NEVER liked me back. In this case, he and I ended up watching movies every Friday night together, ate meals together, talked for hours and even spent entire Saturdays together. Now, during the summer, he calls me about once a week just to chat.
I don't deserve someone as amazing as him. But it's just kind of funny how these sorts of thing just happen, especially when you aren't expecting it.

Phew, I know this comment got kinda long, but I hope it helps you out. Just be patient. I know waiting is hard, but when the right guy or moment you've wanted comes along, it will be well worth the wait.
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DaSuperFantomStick Jul 2, 2008  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh wow...(yeah this is a long comment O.o) but you do have a point...thanks :hug:
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:iconwitherdown:
Imparting wisdom is my specialty. Haha.
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DaSuperFantomStick Jul 6, 2008  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yush :3
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tye-the-dragon Jun 30, 2008
being 12 and with no boyfriend aint that bad


but meh whut do i know?
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DaSuperFantomStick Jul 1, 2008  Hobbyist Digital Artist
meh oh well

zomg ur alive (?!) :iconglompage:
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tye-the-dragon Jul 1, 2008
lol yah ive just been not on the comp lately
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DaSuperFantomStick Jul 2, 2008  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yeah, I can tell
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tye-the-dragon Jul 3, 2008
oh rly?
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DaSuperFantomStick Jul 3, 2008  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ya rly
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