10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now:

1. You're too pushy and inconsiderate, get over yourself and maybe someday she'll learn to accept you and not be afraid of what happens if she were to insult you. We don't want to have to worry about you hurting yourself if you're going to blame everyone else for your problems that are honestly your fault.

2. You know, you've bruised my ego, killed my self esteem, and even broken my foot. You're lucky that I havent told anyone else by now.

3. I wish I could be as great as you. Ive always looked to you as a sister (since I dont have one) and you always seem to know what you want to do, and you almost never think twice about it. Thank you, for being there.

4. Dude, you may be up the wall but I'm glad you're taking care of her now. She's needed support and affection, and she definitely didn't get it from that last guy she was with. Try not to go overboard though, and good luck.

5. Get a haircut, and stop monopolizing the xbox.

6. I'm sorry I wasted your time letting you think you had a chance. You were a great friend but I don't want us to be anymore than that. I have someone else already, and I really regret having to turn you down and ruin our friendship..

7. Why can't you just let me be myself and stop critiscing me because I'm different than you?

8. I don't think I'll ever find someone better than you. Since I've met you I've trusted you with my secrets, came to you when I needed someone the most, and I learned that even after the heart's been broken and the world seems to be falling down, there's still hope. I love you.

9. If you could see me now you'd give me a hug and probably tell me that youre proud of me. I know that'll never happen because you left this world all those years ago, but I'll always remember you, even if you're not here to ruffle my hair and tell me that you'll see me again tomorrow..

10. Stop eating the furniture.

9 things people may not know about you:

1. I've lived in three or four different states.

2. I was born in New York on New Years.

3. Before I was born my parents made a bet that I would be born on December 31st, but since I wasn't they lost $4000 and still haven't gotten over it.

4. I suffer from insomnia and asthma, but being able to write about my expierences have won me awards in contest for relating to real life issues.

5. People avoid me becuase I wear black and I lack the benefit of having a lot of good friends because people are so worried about who they're seen with nowadays.

6. I have both of my parents who are still together and love me, but I'm not sure how long that will last..

7. I'm constantly down because of a lack of sleep, a very low self-esteem, and rejection.

8. I play the guitar, piano and I sing (although I don't find myself to be very good at any of the three)

9. I can cook~

8 ways to win your heart:

1. If you're honest and don't lie to me, even if you think that it's something that you shouldn't tell me

2. If you enjoy playing video games as much as I do

3. If you have a good heart

4. If you can respect me and give me my space every once in a while

5. If you can tell that I'm sad even when I say I'm happy

6. If you leave those little notes that remind me that I mean more to you than just another familiar face

7. If you can prove to me that you're nice to everyone, and not just me

8. If you don't come to me complaining about every single little problem you have with anyone and anything

7 things that cross your mind a lot:

1. Is dad okay?

2. I wonder how Josh is doing..

3. Why can't I go home?

4. I wish I could go to sleep.

5. Is there anything to eat?

6. Swine flu's the next plague, and those vaccinations the school gave us is probably going to turn us into zombies someday soon

7. Can I eat now?

6 things you do before you fall asleep:

1. take a shower

2. eat dinner

3. brush my teeth

4. brush my hair

5. surf the net

6. stay up all night

5 things you notice in the opposite sex:

1. personality

2. hair

3. eyes

4. intelligence

5. clothes

4 things you wish you never did/had:

1. Tried to change myself to be what others wanted me to be

2. Dyed my hair blue and black back in the sixth grade

3. Fell for a guy who ended up breaking my heart and physically hurting me

4. Woke up from dreaming

3 songs to describe your life:

1. Welcome to My Life- Simple Plan

2. Lifeline- Papa Roach

3. Fireflies- Owl City

2 things you want to do before you die:

1. Go to college

2. Get married

1 confession:

1. In the past I've told the truth to people and have destroyed my reputation somewhere just to save a friend from hurt feelings, only to have her yell at me and tell me that she didn't want a friend who wouldn't let her stand up for herself, even though she was the one who started the problems and came crying to me about not being able to do anything about it.